Yihong's Pinky Land?

worst time of my life

2005-08-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

This may-august vacation is probably the worst period of my life. Nothing auspicious or lucky happened to me, absolutely none, and i'm doomed with bad lucks and misfortunes. Ever since my mum and i returned china, bad lucks began to follow us wherever we go. My grandparents fall ill, my mum's wallet got stolen, we buy things which at a much higher price and discovered that we are cheated sooner after, money go missing(again after her wallet is stolen), keys and atm card (another card she remade after her atm cards in wallet is stolen) gone missing, paintings that we ordered is not the measurement we wanted and we have to pay extra to get it repainted, dad ask us to rush to tianjin, so my mum paid 50% more just to get her teeth done faster which immediately after that my dad called us not to hurrycos my grandma recovered, my dad refunded his air tickets and get fined. etc....

Hence when we are coming back to singapore, we thought that we are relieved... suspended from all the bad lucks. However, i'm wrong.

We are unable to remake my dad's atm card which is lost together with my mum's wallet, even though we have his letter of consent signed by him, his pink ic and his bankbook. Without that my mum and i have to survive on the few hundred dollars which we brought back with us from china. My mum has not been working for 2 years and her bank has NO money soB~ Just as we thought that our sufferings are going to end when my dad called that he's coming back on 2nd of august, my mum and i are locked up in my own study room at midnight 11.30pm. we had to call richmond and locksmith to come and destory all doors to save us from dying of hunger and thirst. After one night's struggle we are finally out to freedom at 2.30am. as a result we spent $250, but that's ok mah since my dad's coming back. 3 days before 2nd of august, my uncle called my dad and said my grandma is in emergency again. That night my grandma passed away. My dad cancelled his air tickets and rushed to tianjin for the funeral.

Things that happened to me is so dramatical, i can't believed that all these things can happen to me all in one shot. right now i have a mixture of feelings. i don't even know how i should feel. my mum and i are facing financial problems cos our money is running out, the worst part is that we don't even have the money to return to china to see her for the last time. I feel so useless and regretful.

Last year during her birthday, i wrote a birthday card for her. On it i wrote how grateful i am for her to bring me up since young, how i am going to work hard and study hard to repay her. she cried upon hearing it. This july when i visited her in the hospital, she had just passed her critical time. She cried upon seeing me and said that she won't live up for me to repay her. Last year when i went back china, she is still healthy and well. When she nagged at me for watching tv late at night, i even ask her not to bother me. When i told her i like to eat cooked potato strips in soy sauce, she went to bought potatoes for me and cut and cooked them when everyone is out to work. She has diabetes which greatly affected her eyesight, and she can't see clearly. She cut those solely by touching and rough estimating. While i was eating those, tears are actually flowing out from my eyes, but i quickly wipe them off. When my aunt and uncle returned from work, they criticised her cooking, saying some strips are too thick, some are too thin. They ask me to stop eating, poured away the remaining and redo everything for me all over again. All these years she has been living with my aunt and uncle. I know she's not happy at all. They always quarreled with her, make her cry since i'm young. Yet i couldn't do anything. I did not do anything to improve her living condition, neither did i do anything to repay her in any way. when i got money from tuition or work, i just spend them without much thinking. If i saved up to buy her a hearing aid or electronic heater during winter, my heart will not ache so much now.
Now watever i say is useless. I don't even know i should feel. Life is so fragile. everyone should treasure whoever is important to them. Do not be like me.

23 may

2005-05-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

wah time flies!!!
it has been such a long time since end of my exam
lalala my plan of losing weight spoilt and i am bloating up day after day~
haf been busying packing my stuff. we just moved the first batch of stuff to my new house on saturday. It was raining throughout the day and tat really dampen my mood. the fact that i have to carry maomao in a red basket here and there with an umbrella and watch out for the workers while they move the furnitures in rain isn't wat i expected. nevertheless we had a large supreme hawaiian lovers' pizza to reward ourselves yum yum~~
Rich and I watched star wars 3 today, hmmm what should i say, it's better than wat i expected. hehe i expected to sleep throughout the movie, but i didn't! hahaha

today is also jasmine seng's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE~~~
( hope that you can be forever youthful and pretty like me! muahahaha)
that's all for today, i going sembawang now ciao~

29 april~

2005-04-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

finally exams over, muahah~

hai although i did very badly this sem, finally it's all over, it's like a nightmare, haunting me ever since the semester begins, i'm like a flop doing badly for all my assignments and tests (except my first ssb test, that is my most glorious moment of this whole term)

well well, cheer up it's all over!!!

i shall start anew tomorrow, muahaha just watched the pacifier straight after my chinese exam, rich came to fetch me after his therapy. well that reminds me of the other time after i finish my ssb project discussion, he came and fetch me from sch at night and waited till i finish at around 10, when i reach home it's around 11 le, i slept along the way cos i'm so tired and stressed up that week as i'm rushing for the datelines and had many tests. i'm so touched that night cos he came straight after his work and he still have work the following day. well... i think small things really moved me, more than any gifts or surprises. heeheee but i dun need it anymore for near 3 months woohoo~~
where am i? ya the movie is hilarious, but the plot is somehow predictible, after since i've never watched movies for ages, i really enjoyed myself today. hiak hiak i planningto go to the gym and go for a dip in pool tomorrow cos i m so fat and ugly now. jia yOU!

7 march 05

2005-03-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

aiyo didn't know that so many ppl are eyeing my blog, i must be more diligent in updating my blog.
well well~~ we got our keys last friday and went to take a look at it. well all bedroom is smaller thn wat i expercted!! so sad~ there's nothing much in the house except flooring and toilet, the rest are all not done. since we got our keys later than others, others have already started renovating!
we saw that fat guy again. did i mention it to you all b4? well there were one time after we got the letter for key collection, rich and i went down to take a look at the new house b4 we got our keys cos we tot that the lifts are already operating and maybe we could be allowed to take a look at it. but nah not yet. there's this fat guy who was like stalking us wherever we go. he was out in the ground level when rich drives in, and when rich finish parking at the basement, dah dah he was there smiling at us. we ignored him and went to take the lift. there was another couple waiting for the lift and both lifts were out of order. we were complaining about how come it is not done yet, and this fat guy came over and pretend that he knows everything. At first we tot that he's from hdb, becos he SEEMS to answer all my questions like "when will the lifts start operating", "when will the workers move away", "what will they build at the patch of land in front of my house" etc. but then later when he gave us his namecard, he's a renovator! think he's just bullshitting all along. and then he keep talking and talking nonstop abt his showroom and wat he does, he totally ignored the other couple and they walked away. when rich and i left for the carpark in the basement, he was there agaiN!!!!! isn't he a stalker?! ppl tell me honestlY! well we are so unlucky that we saw him again after we took our keys. he is still at the carpark, this time with more ppl. he came over and told us to take a look at how he renovate another apartment upstairs. since we already engaged a designer, rich and i totally ignored him. my mum has never met him b4, and was so interested to check him out... . he followed us all the way to the lift and keep talking nonstop!! we told him we already engaged a designer, and he still did not go away. he kept asking for details. rich is so bad!! haha initially he was pressing the button to keep the door open, later on he stopped and the door close automatically. after a few times the man walked away. if not i dun think he will be so automatic. YUKS i dun wan to see him again!!

well well here comes my house. hmmhmmm how should i describe it? come to see it ba when i organise house warming party in may!!!

21 Feb 05

2005-02-21T10:59:00.001+08:00

hey ppl! i'm having my one week break now! Today is my 4th year anniversary with richmond!

Wah i haven't been updating my blog for a decade, it's already rotting.
well well... so many things happened within these few months, my dad is overseas for another project, my house key for the new house is due this coming wed, but my dad wun be back within 3 months, so we engaged a lawyer for power of attorney... it will take a century for my dad to sign and send us back!!! WHEN ARE WE MOVING! soB~~~

the worst part is that the fengshui master said my unlucky colours are pink and red, HOW CAN THAT BE? i've been lifting up the name of pinky all these years and now he said it'll bring me bad luck. there goes my plans for my bedroom SOB~

last monday is vday. we celebrated at bugis cos rich is lost again and we can't figure out how to get to dhoby gaut. by the time dinner is served, it already 8.30pm. we had fish and co. the atmosphere is good cos all the tables are filled up by couples, and there's this angel like girl holding a basket and distribute chocolates. Two guys were playing saxophone while we are eating, so funny, cos it's not romantic at all. Opps! hahaha
After that we went to take neoprint! by the time we finish it coming to 10pm le, can u figure how long we queue? ArgH~
rich dressed up formally that day, that's the first time i saw him in shirt and pants. i've planned to buy him a tie before meeting him, but he came to nus to fetch me, so my plan went down the drain again.

Looking forward to see him tonight! we are having sushi buffet! hiak hiak!

21 Feb 05

2005-02-21T10:59:00.000+08:00

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2005-02-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

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asiapets

2004-12-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

hey today we went to asiapets at suntec!
i saw so many different types of dogs, even rare breeds like chinese crested dog, bull terrier (which is banned in singapore), and a miniature and maltese crossbreed, that is my favourite!! it's so so so so cute! maltese's face with poodles' beidge and curly fur, and miniature in size, SO SUTE!!! KAWAII!!!!!
oh well... there are also puppies, kittens, rabbits, fish birds and even turtles for sale. i fall in love with the puppies!!! esp 2 white japanese spitz puppies!!! oh they really look like pom puppies!!! i even pester rich to buy them, but he dun wan... SOB!~~~how i wish i have my own pet shop selling puppies of all breeds and take care of them!!! argh!!! i wanT!!!
there are also guniea pigs, fish and hamster competition, but unfortunately i never saw any hamsters there. maybe they are too small to be noticed.
ho ho i bought a bag for maomao, ho ho next time it can carry its own stuff! i also bought a santa claus hat with beard for maomao! she looks so cute with it!!
well today is a fun day.. look forward wo pediagree dog show on the 9th of jan!!! cheers!!!
thanks rich for ur organiser! muack!

17 dec

2004-12-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

yo yo me agaiN!!
wah my screen is blinking badly now, think really need a new screen...
hai. -_-'''
just now receive letter from POSB, my bank only left $21, oh great! i haf to get money from my mum le... hai when is my father going to come back?? my mum is so stingy!!!

going to suntec tomorrow with rich and maomao for asiapets yeah!!!
really hope it's fun!!! dun waste my time and money mah~

think i'm beoming fatter and uglier... oh no wat should i do??
and my scalp is so pain now ever since the hairdresser scratch my head with her long fingernails while washing and massaging my head. i want to lodge complain against her!!!
she also burn me a few times using the iron while rebonding... and pluck countless number of my hair, so so so so painful... boo hoo hoo~~~ i think i'm balding.. help!!
nvm forget it!!
argh!!! jeff is so cutE!!
he's my latest affair!!
he's the ang mo acting as bush in "quan min da men guo". think he's damn funny
saw him in many different variety shows today, even in those taiwan cookery shows which only aunties will watch ( i juz happen to notice it while switching channels), guess he's really famous now.
argh he's so cute!!!!!!!!
sorry richmond i love u too!

16 Dec 2004

2004-12-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

wah time flies
it is soon christmas le, so fast
2004 is coming to an end
hai... soB~ tat means my holiday is ending soon
well well jus finished watching "full metal alchemist"
richmond's vcd only has one word to describe... LOUSY LOR!
a lot of episodes has error in it, can hear the voice but no image
they speak japanese lor so i can't understand a thing out of those spoilt vcds!! LOUSY!!
GO AND SCOLD HIM UPSIDE DOWN LATER
ha ha he has duty tonight, wat a punishment LOL
OOOooooo i am getting fatter and fatter le, i can feel my fats rolling all over. HELP!
i really have to exercise!
but i haf no time! weekdays are perfect for me to lie on sofa and enjoy my shows as i'm after a lot of tv series now, can't afford to miss them!
my weekends are packed cos asiapet fair is from 17-19 dec
i still need to repair my com, printer, scanner, finish watching naruto, bring maomao to vet, rich also want to buy dunno wat computer stuff, where got time to exercise?!?!?!?!?! hai....

humP! quarreled with richmond quite often, but recently we quarreled less le.
he also said japanese girls are better looking than singaporeans in general! see!!! that's his ultimate motive for going there!!! he showed me some of his photos for then japan trip, it is so funnY!!!!
hahaha i think he's cursed for taking pic alone. those pictures with him inside is sure to haf flaws! some have snow covering part of his face cos it was snowing , some dun haf flash so can only see his body outline and background, in some others there are fingers on the pic becos the camera man never hold the camera properly!!! hai.. poor richmond, hahahaha u all can't laugh at him ok??? wahahahahaha
we brought mao mao to east point mall last sunday. can't wait for this week end to come cos we are going to suntec for asiapets fair 2004!!! hai love dec the best cos always has such activities going on at the end of the year
hooraY!!

20th of sept

2004-09-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

time really flies man! now it's the end of sept! and i'm having holidays!!! yeah! hoho! had bbq on sat with 2/3 ppl, realli long time no see, and i dress myself like a stupid idiot by wearing so formally!!! clara is totally cool fetching us to and fro jo"s house. she is a damn good driver, the whole journey is so smooth and clam, unlike the terrible experience i had last time, almost scream through the whole journey while rich's drivinh.. hehe...
Jo moved her house, she's living near the yio chu kang mrt now, very accessible, and her house is 3-story high, the best part is her bedroom!!! it's so nice!!! well decorated with curtains, cusions, teddy bears and her bed is like a princess's! a metal bed with frame and hanging with laces. she use happy house bed set, the orange and pink one, the whole room is very bright and colourful, i heard from xiuwei that she has her own balcony as well, though i never saw it myself. but nevertheless, it's perfect!!! so i decided to work hard now to earn LOTS of money so i can decorate my own house!!!
alright... dun noe why... think my card skills has been deproving, i lose a lot of times ( OKOK the most) while playing daidee... hmm but i win a lot of times too!!!
so the gathering is quite fun, see a lot of ppl, eat a lot of things, play card games for very long, and watch tv too. everyone seems contended and happy with their lives. YEAH!

8th august

2004-08-09T09:14:00.000+08:00

went out wif hoiling jiawen and rich today, we went to PET MOVERS Pte Ltd first, cos rich considering of buying a dog~. we boarded this taxi which the driver told us so many things of dogs~~ many things i already know, but so shocking that he said RED pom is the most wanted and popular. ok...he forgot to press the meter until jiawen reminded him, then he start to move in circles and keep wasting time, it's obvious and i really got quite unhappy. finally we reach there, and I ALMOST LOST MY WALLET AGAIN!~~~ hai... we went to suntec fish and co for lunch~ and made me really full~ we then went to the bay to CHOP a place~~ by then it's around 6 plus le. the guys went to buy drinks and pocker cards. we played daidee~~ sob soB~ i lost 8 times, but it's so unfair~~ cos a lot of times it's becos i'm holding on to the "dee"~~!!! hoiling lost 7 times, and rich lost 6 times and jw 5 times, if i remembered correctly. hump~!
we watched fireworks and went to the funfair after that. it's really crowded that we are stuck in the jam for dunno how long, so hot and stuffy, feel like flying if i've got wings... rich's parents came and fetched us, so pai sey cos there's jams everywhere, and we took a long long time to reach home, guess they're not that happy... hai... rich tried very hard to persuad them to buy the dog, but dun seem to work also... sob~~ let's hope their mood is better tomorrow~~!

hehe i'm back~~ 6 august~

2004-08-06T10:42:00.000+08:00

i'm back~ ha ha~~ sch going to restart soon, this whole week is FOW(freshmen orientation week) hai... tiring~~ i went everyday except today, cos i'm exhausted, reach home at 10pm. mt OGLs are really fun ppl, but my OG is not very On kind of ppl, except jing yan and jia min and zhi hong. the rest is like so bo chap~never turn up one~~ hai... we had a gtreat time playing all the stations and walking here and there in sch. although we lost almost all games, but that's because our group has so few ppl, not becos we are lousy~~ for those stations that we won, hiak hiak those groups should realy "fan xing fan xing" haha~
aiya~~ i am so suay this whole week, first i lost my wallet, then i receive the result of my QET, i failed, no matter what i do luck just don't seem to be my side, haiyO~ remain poor since monday cos no ATM card and no money~ actually quarreled with my mum and having cold war wif her till yesterday, but that's becos she wan me to type things for her... hai... oh i want to watch tv, continue later~~~

My personality test~~

2004-08-03T10:45:00.000+08:00

You're an ESTJ
ESTJ
You like to roll up your sleeves, dig in and go right at getting the job done. you use logic and analysis as guiding principles in your life. You're quick to decide and set out a plan of action. You make sure commitments (your own and those of others) are honored and the job gets done.
You value team sports, and other group activities. If something is the tradition of your job or school, you'll take part in it. You know that you have to "earn your keep" and take responsibility for yourself...you take your roles seriously (father, employee, student, or whatever).
You learn best in structured settings...you're a take charge kinda person.. you can deliver when there's a specific task with deadlines...you have an orderly and logical way of evaluating things..
You like a task-oriented and structured atmosphere...you get a thrill outta accomplishments and just having finished something...efficiency is important to you....with you, "what you see is what you get."
You are the prototypical leader. You give advice freely, you take charge, you wanna fix the problems...you are quick, direct, and crisp at getting to the core of the situation...others might look at you as tough, driven, or heartless, though..
You put work before pleasure, and know when to do which...fun time is often seen as a reward for accomplishing a task... you don't just go for walks.. the walk hasta have a purpose...
Love means stability and steadfastedness...however, when you fall in love, this is pretty much the only time you'll be flexible and spontaneous... you expect security and loyalty in relationships...you logically expect that a relationship will have its ups and downs, so let the other person weather the tough times, when you should be helping perhaps...you don't like to let others see your hurt feelings....you're supersensitive to being rejected and may not always share that hurt...
Things to watch for: you might decide too quickly and to form opinions how things "ought to get done." But what happens when circumstances change? Also, don't walk on others feelings...it's part of working with others and you don't particularly consider this part often...when you get emotional and you've been holding stuff inside, a seemingly minor incident will set off an explosion...don't forget to consider others' values and opinions.
ESTJ: "Execution Saves The Job"

15 july

2004-07-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

i spent the whole one today on watching tv and clearing my stationeries, ho ho i have so many, a tray of pencils, a tray of scissors, a tray of markers, a tray of rulers, many boxes of paper clips, one box of glues and 5 pen holders of pens and pencils... of course plus the one whole dustbin of pens and markers without ink. i should consider opening a second hand stationery shop sia?? rich failed his final theory test, hai... so not shocking cos he's so unprepared for it, felt quite guilty cos we went shopping and watching movie on his test day before he sit for the test in the evening... feel so bad, so i've decided to drill him for the test like wat i have done for the past ermmm 3 yrs?? ya i should, so RICHMOND TE, i want to see you with your big back pack of books on saturday OK?! no shoppings, movies, outings from today!! cya on saturday!!!

14 july

2004-07-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

orh!!! yesterday is claire's birthday!!! i almost forget abt it!!wonder how is she now..~ just went to meet rich for dinner, he passed me Naruto's vcd and Ocean's soundtrack. the last time he came my house for dinner there is this advertisment on Ocean's cd and i said the songs are nice, then yesterday he said he will sing me a chinese song at night. so he sang "gu dan bei ban qiu", such a nice song, and so touched cos he actually went to buy the cd after my passing remark. he took my words seriously for the first time, quite shocked and happy, keke~~ oh ya we had burger king for dinner tonight, cos i have this super "hua suan" voucher, where any burger + onion rings + drink + taco turnover(yam pie) = $4.50 only!!! so cheap, and the food is really not bad, and the yam pie is betta than what i expected, quite nice! decided to have BK breakfast with rich on sat morning, heh heh~~ when i wake up today my whole body aches, esp the right side of my body, muscle ache!! and my small finger hurts more than yesterday, i can't write properly now, it's really painful, so i type out the tenses notes instead of writing them out... lucky there's still 1 more week to QET, really hope that my small finger can recover by then. discover that i also hurt my right foot while bathing cos my right foot hurts when in contact with water, and it's a little bit swollen, sob~ my right knee cap and leg got scratches, so I AM HEAVILY INJURED!!! my poor little finger!!!

addition

2004-07-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

oRH!! forgot to mention tat i met yan ne at NYP!! orh really lost contact wif her for so so so lonG~~ really nice to see her, she never change, still so friendly, she's wif her friend, who is also from netball last tme, the girl carrying the same bag and having same hair hairstyle wif her back in SR, they are really clique ya~ talk to hoiling on the way home, decided to study econs as my breath module if i can(provided dun haf prerequisite), and maybe ask rich and hoiling to help me wif it, rich is smart and LUCKY, but i dun think i can count on him for notes and facts, so haf to double check wif hoiling. LOL opps~. haha juz now go online to find out more abt university requirement, i need to study 2 general education module(GEM), 1 singapore studies and 2 breath module. i always think that singapore studies is the hardest to get by because for GEM and breath module i can still dig out thing like chinese and maths to get by. just now i go and search for what singapore studies are avaliable, there's one which is contributed by faculty of medicine caught my attention, that's "lesson taught by SARS" haha sound interesting, i'm going to inverstigate on the SARS viruse itself~ suddenly i see hope and light!~ but it's open for year 2 students and above, also open for graduates to get master degree, sounds difficult ya?? hai... well that's the most interesting compare to all the rest~~

tuesday

2004-07-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday watched "mean girls" with hl and cj, today met them for lunch at nyp, cj's lovely sch. orh btw yesterday i received nus admission package, quite happy cos i've been waiting for it, it contains the matriculation forms, interbank GIRO form etc.. and QET format and example!!!SO SCARY!! the QET is much much much much much harder than what i expect. i tot it's some sort like the primary sch exercise where they underline the word which has grammatical or spelling error, and then we correct it. but hell NO!! they underline the whole sentence and ask us to find out where is the error and want us to write down the answer. it's really much harder, with its so long and hard to understand passage. hai... why do i get so low for GP in the first place!!! well well. talk abt NYP now, it's big and modern, very spacious, nicer than what i expected!! MANY pretty girls, just like myself, and they really know how to dress up and present themselves. i really can't believe most of them are younger than me, i'm like the eldest there lor according to age.. (except the teachers and cleaners of course) but yet i have such a childish face which make me look like a newbie... hump! i want to go plastic surgery, who is willing to sponsor me?!?!?! well... today is quite a bad day for me. it's raining the whole afternoon, and i fell down on my way to vilasini's house.. sob sob~~ i hurt my small finger~~ and knee cap also, but not that serious. can't make it for the tuition and get back home to postpone it. i think her mother should be quite angry cos she picked up the phone. and she sound forever so fierce~~ and they are having dinner. oh ~~~my reputation. should i tell them why i wanna postpone it?? well wait till they call me first. hai......

85%?

2004-07-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

Liu Yihong
LOVES
Te Yan Ming Richmond

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Love Level: 85%

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haha 85%!!

sunday

2004-07-12T10:26:00.000+08:00

oh i forget today's date. nvm. planned to go citilink to shop today, met richmond at 10.30pm, i tot citilink is at raffles, so stop at the wrong stop and go back to cityhall. look around and walk walk, have lunch at "nooch", it's a shop selling ramen and some japanese delicacies, i know rich wanted to come cos of that restaurant, he tried chicken ramen the last time and can't forget it till now~ so he came and tried char siew ramen and mango juice, which he said is not as filling as the chicken one. nvm~ i had momo juice and a plate of deep fried chicken, hmm very oily, and no sauce to go with it, only a slice of lemon, disappointing~~ well i bought some badges and wrapping paper from "happy house" and a new bag from "37 degrees", oh so nice~~ but waste money again... nvm "qian cai nai shen wai zhi wu", can earn back one!! we searched the whole of citilink and marina square for atm machine, but all the machines are for UOB only. we really walked a longggggg longgggggggg way and finally saw one, so touched~~ after that we went to esplanade and planned to take photo. but my camera's battery went flat after taking 2 pictures, so search everywhere to buy battery, finally we give up and planned to go back to citilink, which is quite far from esplanade actually. before going down the escalator to go back to citilink i asked the security quard whether we can buy batteries anywhere or not, she said there's a shop, must walk all the way back from where we came, go down the escalator and turn right, then turn right again... quite confusing, but we manage to find it. after that i feel quite tired, cos the weather is so hot, the sun is so so so bright, cannot open my eyes when taking the photos, all my expression so weird!! we even walk all the way to take picture with merlion!! haha so happy, a lot of graduates where at esplanade and merlion them to take pictures, wearing their cloaks, is that what we call it?? nvm. good idea right? so i decided to take picture there also when i graduate!! rich keep claiming that they are smu graduates, until he saw his army friend being one of the graduates, and waving at him. then he said they are from nus... SEE!! SEE!!!! he is always wrong in making assumptions, so dun ever go and bet! you will lose one just like the previous match where argentina lost to mexico!! well where am i?? hmm after that it is around 3pm, we decided to go and watch "mean girls", while we are leaving esplanade, the security guard who directed our way to buy battery eariler ask us to join in a free concert, it's called "songs from the heart" or "beautiful sunday", either one, i'm not sure. i finally get inside the theatre!!! so grand!! so beautiful!!! so classy!!!!! it's a show put up by 3 male singers and one pianoist, they are all quite talented. they sang a lot of songs, from which i remember 2, "mandy" and "from now on" which i think is the nicest. still got others like the theme song for "lion king" and "beauty and the beast", they also played several games with the audience. so funny! really enjoyed the 1hr plus in the theatre, felt that i am so artistic after i step out of there ha ha~~ really a nice experience, tomorrow afternoon i will watch "mean girls" with hoiling and chenju, yeaH!~ quarreled with rich many times today, the last time is at home through the phone. nvm i decided to break up with him.

10 july

2004-07-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

yeah! yeah!! today is saturday!!~~ hehe finally the weekend has come, i finally feel not as rotten as i was the last week. bought a new sch bag yesterday, it was really nice! and CHEAP!! only 29.90!!! so "hua suan"!!! and bought some colour pens, foolscape paper, ink catriage, and a new pair of ear ring!!! nice nice!! spent a lot of money, hai... today planned to teach hoiling maths, but she's very late, end up watching a movie at cj's house. rich keep using his phone and walk here and there, so irritating, should confiscate his phone and tie him on the sofa, hiak hiak, next time! he said he want to bet on the soccer, i will never allow!! there are 4 types of man i can never tolerate: smokers, drinkers, glamblers and flirts!!! the earth will be so much a better place without these ppl~~ well, saw hoiling's bf today at cj's house, starting i tot he's chenju, sitting on the chair behind. then i was wondering why is hoiling talking to herself in cj's room. then the two of them walk out of cj's house together, i tot i saw ghost earlier~ later then i know is him, still quite terrified by just now's thought. so scary~ 7th months around corner leh!! hoiling tell ur bf to make some noise when he come mah ok? orh! i msg ezhili in the afternoon to try to postpone the tuition, she never reply, i call her handphone, it was off!! so i went for tuition as usual cos she said EVERY SATURDAY 6pm two weeks ago. when i reach there, she was busy i guess, her whole room was in a mess, my usual seat has a flower pot on it! then she look at me in a shock and said "today got tuition meh?" orh!! qi si wo le! nvm we continued. i guess i was too sleepy, doze off quite a few times during the lesson, manage to finish it and drive my "car" home. oh ya i have decided to name my bicycle "car", and all the bicycle stands will be renamed "carpark" if my car is parked there. haha~ yah i remembered i quarreled with rich today cos he dun wan me to fetch him, he rather walk!! so UNromantic, and "si yao mian zi"!! i still very angry! i not going to sit in his car too next time!!

8th july

2004-07-09T12:33:00.000+08:00

thursday, nothing great happening, another boring day at home watching tv. orh i just found out that "wei si li" also quite intersting, but it is a blt scary le... the cuilian's face give me nightmare!!*shivers* hai... then "yuan wei xia tian" very draggy lei.. like the couple can never get together wan... "zheng ban qiao" getting more and more intersting, and "lie huo xiong xin" not bad also. i am part of the sofa now. we have merge to become one... haha i went to CC in the afternoon though, but there is no course that i can take for this month, cos all the courses either started already or will end VERY late like sept or jan next year. there is a one day course which i dun feel like joining, cos it's on MOON CAKE MAKING. i will be mad to learn to make moon cakes, cos i dun like to eat them, too sweet. hai... i am becoming more and more lazy... can't imagine what will happen to me if sch reopen, sob~~

7th 7

2004-07-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday, i seriously slack at home, oh how? i officially become a professional slacker. wake up at 10 am++, had my breakfast, watch tv (i guess i guess i guessx3, zhong yi da ge da, zheng ban qiao drama series, entertainment news etc etc) until there is nothing for me that interest me anymore, that is around 2pm++ my mum return home from work, we had lunch, i come online to edit my blog. then 4pm i go downstairs to send letter and buy some fruit juice, (apple and aloe vera!! nice nice!!!) then come back and watch ABC bakery with my mum. IT IS DAMN BORING and i fell asleep half way through the show. when i wake up it is 6.20pm, and my mum is preparing dinner!!! we waited for my dad to come back and had dinner only at 8pm!! then after that we bring maomao out for a walk. i made several phone calls after i reach home, ate a bown of watermelon and then went to sleep!!! OMG!!

6th july

2004-07-07T12:59:00.000+08:00

today is tuesday, nothing special in the morning until my mum returns home and ask me to accompany her to duan da's house cos someone from HBD wants to see his house as they are going to sell that flat, my mum said she dun dare to go alone cos she scared being raped... so we leave before 3pm, and reach there at 3.05pm. the room is so dusty, our feet all became black in colour after walking around in the house, then there's no electricity and water supply there also. but the house is not bad, quite spaciousand well renovated. that stupid man came at around 4pm!! he did not have our contact no, neither do we have his, he said he wanted to postpone the thing but not able to contact us. he just come in and see for 2 second and that's it. i made a very stupid mistake by locking the door. when we are leaving we cannot open the door. the lock is so complicated and my mum keep scolding me. hai... for 5 minutes we tot we are doomed and stand by the door and wait for passerbys to open the door from outside, by after trying for some time i finally figure out how to open the door!!! *wink wink*!! oh it's a nightmare!! after that i return home and wrote a birthday card and letter to my relatives in china. then i left for vilasini's tuition. it ended at 10.50pm and i reach home rather late. i chat with hl on the way home and talk to cj when i reach home until quite late at night. then i continue writing the letter and card until 5am in the morning, and then went to zzzZZZzzzz**

5th july

2004-07-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

(monday) today is youth today, many ppl dun haf to go to sch today, good ya? 3 days off, my mum also dun haf to go to sch today, rich coming over to my house fro dinner tonight, hiak hiak, dunno what to prepare for dinner except for calamari~!! wake up and wrote yeaterday's blog cos last night too tired to on the computer. then had breakfast and went to market with my mum and maomao. we bought many things, like mutton, prawns, crabs, preserved veggie, tomato, lamb's stomach, fishball, sotong ball, prawn ball, crabsticks, steamboat soup bases flour and a lot more!!! then it started to rain so heavily and we waited for the rain to stop at the market. when the rain gets smaller we went home, my mum started cooking and preparing while i go to toilet for business, before that i just take a book from the shelf as i know i'm going to take a very long time. i took "the good earth", it was my sec 1 english literature textbook, it is so interesting. once i started reading i can't stop, as i forgot most parts of the story already. I LOVE O-LAN!!! oh i want to be like her, hardworking, loyal and always thinking for the good of others, and pure at heart and easily satisfied!! how i wish everyone can be like her...!! but she's very sad cos her stupid husband dunno how to treasure her... sob~~ but she died earning everyone's respect! when i finish reading it's already 4.30pm. i started to prepare for food, but my mum had already done alot of things. i help her to get rid of the interstines of the prawns and sotong while she cut the mutton and pork. after that i cut the sotong and sea cucumber while she cut the crab, time flies and my mum hurried me to go and bath and after bathing it is around 5.45 and rich had already called to say he's on the way. he reached around 6 and i started to fry calamari and prawns, yum yum!!! then my dad returns and we started our dinner at around 7.30pm. my father talks a lot today, to richmond. i think he drank wine thats' why he so hyper. my dad also offered richmond wine, rich's face turn red when he first drank the wine, so funny!! look like guan gong. lucky only very little, if not i think he will faint at my house, hahaha. then my dad keep talking to him about me, he even asked his parents opinion of me!! so pai seh aH!! haha but i want to know also~~ haha we eat until very full!!! until 8.50pm!!! too full to move... then sent rich to interchange and get back home. hmm rich dun really like the food which we spent one whole afternoon to prepare. he keep saying that it doesn't suit his taste. i wasn't really please wif that. whenever i go out and eat wif them it is always him that say i can dun eat if i dun like, and he always tell his parents i dun like this and that, i never say i dun like anything before. i am willing to try but he prevented me. i never say anything is not nice before. but he always complain abt our food. that's what i eat from young, i dun see anything wrong wif it.

4th july

2004-07-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

time really flies ! today is sunday again. wake up by richmond tea's morning call at 8.30am!!! bath and had breakfast at a super fast speed cos that monster keep call and tell me to hurry up, (mai gan jiong ma!!!) i rush out of my house at reach his bus stop at 10.40am. then we went to withdraw money and headed for seletar market to buy sotong, but it's all sold out!!! after that we went to his house. along the way rich tea keep commenting how ugly my hair is, so we bet if his dog bark at me then my hair is ugly, if not my hair is NICE!~~ since rich walk faster, he arrive at his gate earlier, and the moment his dog saw him it started barking and barking, then i was laughing at him. then he push me to the gate and miracle happened!!! his dog stopped barking!!! haha cannot blame la~ who ask me to be so pretty, even dogs agree to that~~hohoho~!!! when richmond appear beside me again the dog started barking again, and he keep claiming the dog bark at me, hai...why cheat at yourself??
well we play computer at his house, then went down to have lunch and played badminton and basketball at his garden after that. we tried scaring away the lizards at the table tennis table when the sky was covered with black clouds and strong wind started to blow, we tot that it is gonna rain so went back to his house and watch tv. i watch super sunday followed by kindred spirit(zhen qing)until 6 plus. then his parents bought us out for dinner at "old beijing". we ate so many things, a lot of food!!! the roasted beijing duck is the best ~~ yum yum!! ate all the way till 8 plus then went back home. by the time they open the car door i really feel like vomitting because of the typical smell of the car, make me feel so uncomfortable. i really not meant to travel in car i guess... hai...born to ride bicycle, haha.

3rd july

2004-07-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

today is saturday, richmond have duty today, so i never went out. woke up at 9 plus plus, had breakfast, help my mum type her homework till 12pm, watch "peach girl" on channel eight, it's a really nice show!! i like it a lot!! then continue to help her type her stuff until 3 plus. online and chat with some friend, then had dinner at 4pm. eat until richmond called me, we tok and tok until 5.30 and i go and bath to prepare for ezhili's tuition. i reached her house at 6.20pm(opps i'm late) and leave at 8.45pm, that's super overtime! well since i'm such a nice person, it's ok with me, hiak hiak. go out with my parents and maomao for a stroll, met racheal on the way, she's wif her schnazer(cute!!!) she said maomao is cute too!!! good taste ya? she got into nus arts and social sciences. and my mum said she's very pretty, sure to attract a lot of suitors. oh ya!!! this afternoon while i chat wif elroy she said Daphne (our primary 4 classmate) slim down a lot, i managed to locate her in friendster and feel like commiting suicide after seeing her photo!!! she's used to be quite plump back then, but now she's tall, slim and super pretty!! oh i really should save up now and go for liposuction and plastic surgery!!!
oh well where am i? ya after that met yanxiu on the small hill near my house, she said "hi" to me and i really take a long time to recognise her, she look gentle and feminine now, so pretty!!! she used to be so clumsy and tomboy when she's still young, ppl really grows, and i feel so old and pathetic suddenly... opps!! after that got back home and richmond called. he told me he's going to pluck mangoes with his friend... -_-''' well... hope that i can benefit in some way ya rich? *wink wink*

2nd july??

2004-07-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

today is friday!! richmond took off today, we met at 10 plus at my house, i made a pizza for him!!! but he has loads of complaints abt it!!! HUMP!!! after that we went to watch spider man 2! it is a very nice show!! great movie, last for 2 and a half hours!! worth the money!! but dun watch in yishun GV cos half way through the movie there are some technical problems, have to wait for 5 minutes before it resume. after that we went to library@orchard, can't find the book we want, and went to kinokuniya to take a look. we saw sinling and angie there, they are so pretty and tall!!! nice figure and long long hair!!! OH I feel like a GUY compare to them with my 2cm long hair!!! sob sob~ they we went KFC for dinner. the buddy meal is so cheap!! 9.95 got 2 fries, 4 pc chicken, 4 nuggets and 2 mash potato!!! eat until full full!!! *burp* we went to shop around at takashimaya, i saw this very cute doll and wanted to hang it in rich's car when he got one, but he refused, so we had some disagreements, heehee but now it's over cos HE AGREED!!!! YEAH!!! HOORAY!!! I WON!!! after that we take mrt home cos he has his final theory test today, dunno he can make it ornot cos today quite tiring, and he isn't very prepared for it, hope that he can pass!!!

1st july!

2004-07-02T08:27:00.000+08:00

today is thursday, the 1st of july! i very free today as usual, my father never work today cos he is sick, and i was awake by xiuwei and hoiling's call. why ppl nowadays wake up so early??? i brought maomao to chenju's house in the evening, zaizai just went for a haircut and is botak now.. haha and yenling got into ntu engineering! yeah!! i met jasmine there, her hair is even more blonde now,and wearing a pink shirt, haha nice nice!! we discussed about many things, oh ya and i had such a long long chat with chenju's father, abt politics!! not bad ya at least i have some common knowledge. then get to know that jolene got into ACCA accounting, sinling and angelin got into james cook. hmm richmond said that eductaion is not important, all that matters is communication skills and how ppl relate to other ppl. i think it makes sense, cos i think i quite bad in relating with ppl, that's why i had such a bad experience the last time at the restaurant...

30th june!

2004-06-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of june!!! i wake up early today for my body checkup at NUS. reach there at 10.30am, starting was like clueless and running here and there in the school compound. later met yunjie and sooyong cos they are also there for the body checkup, guess what they got into the same course as me!! and they told me that jieting and gina also got into NUS science, so there's 6 of us from 2s7 that get into this course, hee. below is a summary of what i got to know today...
gina- nus science
yunjie-nus science
soo yong-nus science
xiu wei-nus science
jie ting -nus science
cui juan-ntu engineering
jilleen-nus SOC
siew chin-nus SOC
hui juan-sim
stella-sim
yan ne-nyp
jiaying-tp
chenju-nyp occupational therapy
hmm looks like our class ppl did not bad for their a level's ya? everyone continuing their studies, gan ba dei!!! hope everyone is happy with their course of study.
anyway for the body checkup my doctor is a guY!! oh so embrassed, lucky never really do anything, just measure the heartbeat and blood pressure, not as scary as wat huiping said, heihei~~ but we have to take out shirt and bra for the x-ray thingy, and i dunno how to wear the gown, so run out of the changing room with hands holding the gown tight tight like just being raped, so embrassing!!! yun jie and sooyong keep laughing at me.. sad. then after that we had lunch with this group of nus seniors, they offered us so many valuable advices for the courses and the school activities and facilities, school haven't start yet but already feel the stress and pressure, yet so excited to look forward to the new term!!! oh and the nus seniors said i look like stella huang xiang yi!! agagIN!! but i dun like her mah, so i dun feel happy at all... haha the seniors even offered to show us around the school, but i leave early because i meeting xiuwei yujie ivan and jianming for ktv. it cost me $17, so ex!!! and sing till 7pm only, unlike the other time where we paid the same price but sing till 9pm. but overall an fulfilling day!!

i knew it!!!

2004-06-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

Snow White
Your evil step-mum tried to kill you and now you live with 7 men...lucky girl.
hahaha i knew it!! hahaha

....

2004-06-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz: "The MOOD quiz! (With cool blinkies!)"

Clueless
You're a really nice person, popular and everything! You just don't have a lot going on up above... Don't worry about it, we still love you
this test is bull shit!!

i can't believe this!?!?!?!

2004-06-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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hey hey!! oh my god i am perfect!!! haha richmond u r so damn lucky!!! hahahahaha

29 june

2004-06-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

tuesday! i am so free nowadays... haha, wake up at 10 plus, play computer, and with my great brains and intelligence, i finally know how to do all these smiley faces, WAHAHAHAthen had lunch, and play computer again, see time past, call richmond, and go back to sleep at 3pm, oh no wonder getting fatter and fatter by the dayhai... wake up at 5pm cos my mum watch "ABC BAKERY" and the stupid music is so loud...then i go and bath. after that meet richmond at northpoint and have dinner at yoshinoya, they have this new menu here and i tried tempura fish, oh my god it is disguisting!! the the sauce made the rice sour and smelly, dun try!!! hai... richmond look good wearing the NS uniform, keke and he looks better without geling his hair. after that he went home and i went to teach vilasini. the tuition ended at 10+. oh i didn't quarrel with rich today!! keke, achievement ya? really hope to change this bad temper of mine and treat everyone with a calmer temper, then i'll be perfect!!! hahaha yes i can do it!!!

28 june

2004-06-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

today is monday, i have nothing on today, no tuition, no work, nothing! so i slept till 10 plus, at first decided to go out wif huimin, but never go cos i very lazy, and at that time i calculating rich's name. hmm his name not very good, must change, i think "dai yi de" can do, but my mum prefer "dai yi wei" , anyway dunno he will change ornot. then i made a PIZZA myself for dinner, ey a bit "chaota", but still can make it la, haha. my boss called me at night and said they found a new team of crew members and decided to let them replace us from this week onwards, so i am jobless!! haha so happy, feel so delighted! i am no strings attached now, and dun haf to see that bittergout face anymore!! yeah!! just now i quarrelled with rich, he never call me and never pick up my calls, hump! but now we are ok already.

27 june~!!

2004-06-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

hey today is SunDAY!
i went out with richmond's family to have lunch, we ate at orchard hotel, and i behave like a "pig god" cos i take so much food!!! oh !!! wat happens to my dieting plans!!! and i leave such a bad impression, sob~ well after that we went back to his house to play computer games. hmm i spoiled his computer and he spent the whole afternoon repairing and scolding me, oh great! hai... his com can't go online and produce any sound now, so he can't view this now, hiak hiak. OH! did i create any trouble again?? enhemm~ then we played PS2, monopoly,chinese chess, and checkers, and quarreled over some minor issues and had cold wars with him. before i went back home i dig out some cards and letters that i wrote to him over the years, oh i didn't know there were so much, haha and i was touched that he still kept them. and when i read through them i feel so happy and sweet. i feel quite unbelievable that we had been through so much, and are still together, that give me the strength to carry on, and be with him like i promised. Well so it doesn't sound so bad a day after all. it is a nice day.

26th of june

2004-06-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today is saturday, i went out with richmond. we met at 12 plus plus and went to orchard for lunch, we ate RAMEN at cineleisure!!! then we took a neoprint and shop at Heerens. after that we watched "Home on the Range" at Yishun GV, hmm a typical day. We quarreled at night, and i am very upset. This is no big deal, we quarrel almost everyday. I dunno how long can this relationship last, he is pissing me off everyday. HL is right in saying that he dun like me as much as last time. In the past he call me every night, but now, i am the one who call him all the time, even at night or on weekends. he always claims that he is tired, like today while watching "home on the range" he fall asleep half way. I didn't know that watching a movie with me is so tiring and boring!! i always ask him what he likes abt me, and he will always show this bored face and ask me why i ask again. I am not scared of losing him, i just want to know whether he still likes me ornot. If he don't i see no point in continuing this relationship cos we are heading nowhere. I may be demanding or unreasonable, but if he dun like there are millions of other females out there, all he need to do is to tell me how he feel, is it that hard?

25th of june!!!

2004-06-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

haiyo, today i went for a haircut, AGAIN!!! haha never intended to cut at first, just want to get a treatment. but when the hairdresser ask me whether i want to cut hair ornot, I AM SO TEMPTED!! haha so ya that's it lor. all i hear after that is complaints and scoldings. nobody (till now) says it is nice. richmond tea even said i look like a butch~~~sob~~~ oh i decided to convert myself to a muslim from now on~! ORH dun stop mE!~ orh anyway i settled zi le's tuition today, hiak hiak. hmm still feel quite bad~ but nvm i am a free man after that, wahahaha!!!! yeah~ lalala and I cook today's dinner for my family. i cook calamari and spagetti, AGAIN ALSO!!! haha i put the whole packet of 500g of spagetti, it is SO MUCh for the 3 of us, we eat till want to vomit. haha so funny, today is a joyful day!!!

today is 25th of june!!

2004-06-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

hello everyone who is viewing this, ok i'm still figuring how to use this thing, plus my computer which is super lousy, i even have problem logging into hotmail and now i am doing this thing at midnight 12.30a.m , i must be too bored. ok i've decided i am going to write my diary here from now on!!! (ding ding!!!-rock lee's smile) AND TEA YAN MING when are you going to lend me the Naruto vcd?? nvm let's get serious. orh~~ i am so scared cos i have to call zi le's parents this morning and tell them that i not going to teach him anymore, and after that i am suppose to cheat them!! OH!! aiya i am such an honest person, feel so nervous to tell lies again.. zi le is one of my tuitee, and the one that i taught for the longest period of time, since february i think. i still remember the first day i go, i had so many complaints abt him. on that day hl, cj and me all have tuition around the same period of time, hl's student's grandparent just passed away and the tuition is postponed, cj's tuition is worse as the parent is angry that the tuition agency did not inform them that they arrange another new tutor, so her tuition also cancelled. for me i just took up this new assighment and on my way to his house. well i was half an hour early as i have to locate where they live, i had my dinner at his neighbourhood and then continue searching for his place, in the end i was 10 minutes late. (which is unusual). At that time zi le is very hyperactive, don't pay attention to me at all while i talk, and write draw untidily everywhere on the page. he also sit on my laps or do some weird actions throughout the lesson. he really frighten me for the first lesson and i really feel scared after teaching him. he made me angry so many thousand times as he is really very poor in his languages, he didn't know the basic things like "i am", "you are" etc. i really have to start from the least basic. his father ask me to be strict and fierce, and handed me the cane everytime i go for tuition. i did not use it for the first few lessons, but then i discover he won't pay attention to me unless i threathen to cane him. the first time i cane him is one afternoon when he scored very badly for the chinese "ting xie" i think. it is the first time i ever cane anyone in my life, but of course it is not a forceful one, just a whip. he is a very naughty boy, but he has his good qualities as well, he is so forgiving and innocent, don't hold grudges at all, unlike adults who has such complex emotions. one minute i can be shouting at him and he stare at me with fear, one minute he can be smiling and playing with me. there are times where he really touched my heart, there are times when i scold him for not paying attention to me, his father heard my scoldings and scream at him and threathened to beat him, then he got so scared that he hide behind my back and cried, i was totally confused with what was happening, them he said his father raised the tea table and throw at him the other time. it is true that his father is very violent, although i did not see him with my own eyes, i know he can do anything to him from his screamings and zi le's fear. i am also very fierce when come to scolding and caneing, but i have never seen zi le's fear for me, it is totally another level. compare to last time, his studies is much better, and much easier to teach him. he is very intelligent when come to maths, but he still have some problem for languages. he can get full marks for spellings but when when he encounter that same word again in passages he wun be able to identify it. he is also very forgetful, so ppl have to keep reminding him the same thing over and over again.
all in all i just feel sad that i can no longer teach him, we had been through so much together, from fail to pass, from 34 for CA to 52.5 for SA. i really hope that he can continue to progess and succeed in life. he is my best student!~!